PreparAtioN PAins

Admist all the helter-skelter of examinations a strange sense of peace is settling into my mind.looks like earth has stopped rotating and time has expanded into universe to take away all the deadlines with it .As if all of those marathon to-do lists have suddenly disappeared somewhere. Even the ghost of black cat which keeps haunting me all the time has gone to some hill station to get rid of this scorching sun.
Bit Strange ,not because exams are knocking on the door and i m not studying (that i do too often to appear starnge) but bcoz my never at rest 3600 cc appears to be at rest.An aura of mysticism is setteling around . Like i m in a dream world,where my soul comes before my goals,where i can waste as much time as i wants to and still not feel guilty about it ,where
i m happy and content and where all my ambitions have been fulfilled.
But this state even if so comforting is troublesome specially so because all those to-do lists are still incomplete and that so dreaded sowrd of exams is still hanging upon my head. Those goons of expectations are still at large and coming behind me with full force .How can i allow myself to stop and rest in between ?Not pushing myself hard enough at this time may prove disastrous to me in future.After all this is real world.
Therefore it would be much better if i get my economics right and sacrifies this magical state of today and up fronts reallity for the betterment of my future.Its time to order millions of neurons in my brain to wake up from their afternoon siesta and start creating the chaos again in persuit of all those things which determines a person in this world.